I want to travel and write and be around beautiful things. I want to find a sponsor to fly me to New York fashion week so I can write a piece that came floating into my head as I floated around the kiddie pool at our community center last night. It was around 0 degrees outdoors, gosh I am so glad we have that place.
I want beautiful quilts in my home to have visual joy and inspire writing and thinking and relaxing and creative thought, which all seem to need each other to grow.
This is my year of focusing on HEALTH, so I'll be trying new things to boost that. I started taking Turmeric capsules for inflammation from my lupus (I've noticed a light pain relieving effect), I ordered some lugol iodine and will see if there is anything noticeable from that. I found a massage therapist I like here in our new hometown, so I plan to make that happen more regularly--I've made this week's appointment. I have done 3 or 4 sessions of red light therapy. Again results are light but I think helpful.
Anything I can do to help (and not hurt) this body along seems worth trying. Gosh, I put it through so much having and nursing 4 kids for that 10 years. Since most everybody does it (reproduce) I didn't give much credence to the toll it takes. My body will never be the same, I understand that. But I want to give it every boost that might help the coming years be as enjoyable and contributing to this world as possible.
And not DIE.
Geez, isn't that what we all want?