Regardless, writing the talk was good for me, giving me something to ponder and focus on. Most of the talk was about my life and my choices and following the answers to prayer I had received. A big theme was my realization that I have a problem with worrying more about what other people think (or might think) of what I do, rather than focusing on God's approval.
This scripture helped me realize why I shouldn't be doing that:
For, behold, you should not have man more than God. Although men set at naught the counsels of God, and his words—
Yet you should have been faithful; and he would have extended his arm and you against all the fiery of the; and he would have been with you in every time of.
Every time I have followed Him and what He asked me to do--this has been true. I have been supported and helped (houses sold, kids healed, friendships restored, math problems made sense of...). I need to continue to have Faith in Him and His answers to my prayers. I am so thankful for the miracles he continues to bring me in my every day life.